Sometimes, I feel my life is like a Bus Stop, to compare to. Precisely I dont know how much I can put it in my words which has been going in my head for year as this is how life is. Sometimes, when u even tell people and they dont exactly even know what you are telling them they just spoil the complete thing the way you are telling them not to do.
If its to be seen by you, you find yourself stuck at one place where you have almost everyone coming and going out of your life till you complete your life span. This is how vicious cycle of life carries on. You grow up like a small structure which grows up with time and comes to the even terms of life completing the experiences of meeting new and strange people. Somehow this cycle in where people just start to walk in your life seems to be irritating that you just dont want to allow anyone to enter your life anymore. But you still want some one to be there which somehow is an human intent. The minute you find theres no one you tend to find urself waiting for some to walk in again and then when you are getting so really attached to the person(although u know its not forever) – the person seems to have found a new start through you which separates u from the person just like you have been a bus stop where some one just walked in and walked out of it without knowing that – something was left at the bus stop which is a sheer memory of being present there.
How simple it sounds and it seems ? I guess this is how some could relate this phenomenon of bus stop with, its not mere presence of a person who you just want but is even more to do with when you are getting so prepared for life with your loved ones, for life is absolutely uncertain. Some tend to get on to the new bus and some tend to fall out of the bus while trying to grab a new one and just loose a life… and sometimes they come back to the same bus stop to start a new attempt but they never want to stay where they just started with – for a simple law of nature.."Change is the law of Nature" I am not complaining of how life is, but just sharing how it seems at times when you look at it from the wider perspective of life.
I dont want some one to stay forever but just there is a wish to tell to ones I want to – Just Stay a little more, this isnt exactly what you want life to be. Sometimes you want it to hold still for moments that you can look back and say you just stood a little longer then what you were suppose to. Life is never meant to be held back by some one but is to be left open like a bird who can just fly across and come back when he wants to say… its nice to myself back at this place. This is somewhere I want to come each time… May be just someone makes this Busstop a place to return so often that there isnt a need to ask – stay a little more
p.s: I am not so available here but instead smthin else is keepin me busy .. U wanna drop by Here it is.