Loosing Myself

Loosing..  A feeling thats entirely yours
A feeling that makes you shivver
A feeling which is nothing but just a feeling
A feeling that makes me wonder
A feeling which was mine is no more a mine
A feeling that made me cry
A feeling that allowed me to survive
A feeling that allowed me to be stronger
A feeling for all my life that I will feel
A feeling that I have lost……………Myself
 
Loosing .. A feeling thats entirely mine
A feeling that makes me question myself
A feeling which is nothing more then a feeling
A feeling which doesnt makes me feel colder when it snows
A feeling that I had before you came
A feeling that I had when you were there all the time
A feeling that made me together
A feeling that now you wont be there
A feeling that I have Lost ……. Myself
 
Feeling Feeling Feelings
I just wish I had no feelings now..
Wish I havent felt all that I feel now..
Loving to live life is .. a feeling
Going to peak of mountain is ..  a feeling
Being a nomad for rest of my life is .. a feeling
Wish I had wings like an eagle is .. a feeling
To be being loved by someone is .. a feeling
To give love to someone is .. a feeling
To feel all that is .. a Feeling
A feeling that somehow makes me Loose Myself.
 
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32 thoughts on “Loosing Myself

  1. Sapna December 21, 2006 / 8:23 pm

    Hi mani …long time no see…me gonna start XYZ of life lol!
    Drinking tea in railways stations,dhabba lassi etc has a touch of its own…Are you a himachuli mani? i mean from the himachal as suddenly i realize ur sharp features seem to be from there.
    Thank you mani for writing ABC\’s life.
     
    "khudhi ko kar buland itna…ki bunda khuda se puche ki meri khata kya hai?"
     
    Your factors to bring a smile surely makes one smile!Color your dreams….
     
    Till you breath you can\’t lose yourself…a new you shall begin…when a new you begins….a new feeling is to begin too…a new feeling leads to yet another new feeling…its endless…we can\’t escape such is the irony of being a human…
     
    You are already on the pathway of searching the new you to face this new feeling…
     
    And this new feeling will take you to another stage of feeling to feel the feeling that you miss…to fill the feeling that you cry for…it\’s yet another journey of feelings once again….
     
    Another flight of a bird…
    Another plight of a dream…
    another fright of feeling…
    to save yourself from loosing…
     
    Humans are meant to survive storms of all orders kind and unkind….it leaves us recklessly awakened….to feel each depth of feeling that we want to fade away from…
     
    We are humans…and we have a price to pay too!!
     
    Hugs
     
    Smile!!!

  2. Trouble December 28, 2006 / 1:00 pm

    That\’s a wide description of the feeling of losing!I guess I can understand that. It\’s a funny feeling. It\’s one of those funny feelings, which make of wreck of you!I\’m back to kolkata. I\’d to extend my stay in Noida cuz granny wasn\’t well. How have you been?

  3. Prithvi December 30, 2006 / 4:33 pm

    hi mani…hope u remember me….long time i know..i had almost quit blogging world,but decided to return …how u doing ?

  4. Trouble January 2, 2007 / 10:21 am

    Hey Mani!Wish you a wonderful New Year! :)So how was New Year\’s Eve?Cheers,Divoo

  5. Aisha January 3, 2007 / 9:40 am

    You have expressed it very well . couldnt have done better .. Dont loose hope and dont loose your self. The time will come that u will feel exactly the opposite of what u r feeling now.. dont forget to express that as beautifully as u have done this . Best of Luck and have a great year.

  6. Aisha January 3, 2007 / 9:40 am

    You have expressed it very well . couldnt have done better .. Dont loose hope and dont loose your self. The time will come that u will feel exactly the opposite of what u r feeling now.. dont forget to express that as beautifully as u have done this . Best of Luck and have a great year.

  7. Sapna January 4, 2007 / 4:43 pm

    Maniiiiiiiiime back>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>><<<<<<<<<<<<
    Me orff again mani…flying to Madras tomm….kuch waqt lagega waha…
    Hope the new year was good…waise hummeh koi options kaha milta hai…jo bhi ho…we have to keep walking hai na…
    aapna khayal rakhna mani….
    Ek smile tho mil hi jayegi…
    Pwzz

  8. Jitender January 26, 2007 / 9:58 am

    Here… have a cigar… no? Oh well, your loss… <puff><puff>Jitender Saanhttp://willyousponsorme.blogspot.com/

  9. Guneet January 29, 2007 / 7:52 am

    heya rider!!! wasssup? how u beeen? loonng time…..!!!! was watching ROADIES da other day……….makes me wonder if u were made to be one. hmmmmm…………..how go ur days…..and rides???
    hope ur well!
    ………..e

  10. SAURABH January 30, 2007 / 2:36 pm

    kaisa hai bhai..?

  11. Sapna February 2, 2007 / 3:43 pm

    MANIIIIIII!!!!
    Jagoooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!

  12. Jitender February 6, 2007 / 9:36 am

    Hey, long time.How are you? Still riding that bike of yours, eh?Jitender Saanhttp://willyousponsorme.blogspot.com/http://jsaan.blogspot.com/http://tv-addiction.blogspot.com/

  13. Sapna February 17, 2007 / 4:24 am

    Maniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!
    Jesus gala bhi dard honeh laga…
    bachon ki jaan logeh kya?
    hugss

  14. Sapna February 24, 2007 / 4:58 am

    Aapna khayal rakhna mani….
    kya kahu kuch samaj na aveh hai…
    smile

  15. Sapna March 25, 2007 / 5:08 pm

    Samay agar yu hi thum jayeh…
    pal woh agar yu hi reh jayeh…
    yaadein agar yu hi kuch deh jaye…
     
    tho…

  16. Carol April 5, 2007 / 9:23 am

    Hey fella just callin
    in to see ur cool space
    hmm blue relaxing
    TC and HAPPY BUNNYs DAR|Y
    Arrivaderci Per Ora
    xoxo CAROL xoxo

  17. Sapna April 10, 2007 / 9:21 pm

    Mani????
    O Maniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
     
    ufff
    ufffffffffffffffffffff
    ufffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff

  18. Dipz April 19, 2007 / 3:37 am

    I remember reading your travelouges … in word 🙂 !
    Feeling !!
    Loosing…. Hurts :)! Bad.
    Loosing… Esctacy 🙂 ! Good.
     
     
    *******
    It wasn\’t a Dream. It was a reality.
    ******
     

  19. Sapna April 19, 2007 / 9:17 am

    Maniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
    Gotchyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
    hugssssssssss

  20. Sapna April 19, 2007 / 9:17 am

    Maniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
    Gotchyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
    hugssssssssss

  21. Sapna April 19, 2007 / 9:17 am

    Maniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
    Gotchyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
    hugssssssssss

  22. Sapna April 19, 2007 / 9:18 am

    Maniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
    Gotchyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
    hugssssssssss

  23. Sapna April 19, 2007 / 9:18 am

    Maniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
    Gotchyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
    hugssssssssss

  24. Sapna April 19, 2007 / 9:19 am

    Maniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
    Gotchyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
    hugssssssssss

  25. Sapna April 19, 2007 / 9:19 am

    Maniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
    Gotchyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
    hugssssssssss

  26. Sapna April 19, 2007 / 9:19 am

    Maniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
    Gotchyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
    hugssssssssss

  27. Trouble April 19, 2007 / 12:53 pm

    Koi hai??
     

  28. Sapna April 20, 2007 / 3:08 pm

    Mooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!
    mooo! moo! Moo!!

  29. Unknown May 9, 2007 / 6:55 am

    Loosing … Loosing the feelings… feeeling I am loosing…. loosing my religion

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