Tired + Lost = Useless

A Feeling which dwells inside
sitting quietly in the way without talking to anyone and not even oneself …
It makes me feel grey n done
The life has just passed me by !!!
The time
The age
The health
The friends
All gone into the way which leads them.
No complaints but just the way life is.. Some who just pretend to be happy
and some who just are happy knows life is….. gonna go by ..
each second at a time,
each day in a life… You gonna be turning grey
I have no regrets but I feel I need to free myself.
A feeling that is just mine.. Minting money … wont be a help but just a phase .. that too would go.
Living it either ways with or without
I know … i am not made for what you all are… 
 
I m hating myself for who i am and
I m loving myself for who i am  ….
 
 
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7 thoughts on “Tired + Lost = Useless

  1. Sapna March 29, 2008 / 12:58 pm

    Kyu sahab…gopiyon par thesis likh raheh hai?
     
    Aur rahi baath kanha ko dhundne ki…kanha tho dil mein hai….dhundteh reh jaogeh lol…..
     
    Dil se pucho zara…ay hawa thu le chali kaha….khaabon ki manzil hai…khaab hi manzil hai…
     
    mmm I love myself for not being others are….and i hate myself for drifting in dreams lol….
    Hugss pagle….

  2. Sapna March 29, 2008 / 1:53 pm

    Ah! Found yet another entry of yours…
    U talk more sense when drunk….lol
     
    Fir wohi raat hai….raat bhar khaab mein….dekha karenege…unhe….khaab hi tho hai…illusions hi tho hai…haqiqat hoti tho khaab ke rang kuch aur hoteh….ya mein hoti ya wo hote ….ya thum hote ya thumhari wo hoti….
     
    Lagta hai…fir wahi gaaliyan hai…awaara khaabon ki…journey tho chalti jaati hai…kaha ruki hai kisi ke liye? Woh horse aaankh maarta nahi…murkar dekh rahi hai apne journey ko…apne end ki talaash mein ki end thuk pahunchne ke liye…kitna dauri hai…daurti hai…daur rahi hai..daurti ja rahi hai….
     
    Aur ek sacha ye hai…
     
    Haqiqat saamne aya karti hai…uske peeche daura nahi karte…jiske peeche daurna para…woh tarasana hua…
    Meri zindagi ki daur…ek nahi…bahut dimensions ki hai….
     
    Hugs chahiye? mann kareh hai…hum bhi daaru shuru kar le….susri na hosh rahegi na dimag daurega!!!
     
     
     

  3. Marij March 29, 2008 / 3:18 pm

    ohhh  seems ur  not feeling   100%  i think
    u need  a good look in the mirror What do u see??
    well  just say  Go for it Tiger   and love urself.
    ur talking  as if ur 200 years old  My god  Ur just starting with ur life
    Keep smiling
     
     

  4. Sapna March 30, 2008 / 9:29 pm

    Soye nahi…kya baath khaye ja rahi hai mani
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  5. Trouble April 1, 2008 / 8:52 am

    hmm, i wonder at this feeling… i guess i know it.. love and hate yrself at the same time..
    wssup? 🙂
     

  6. Sapna April 1, 2008 / 10:28 am

    Kya kahu ab….bhashan thub maaru jab hum better state mein ho lolll….
     
    Chaliye sahab….iss waqt dono ki state similar hai….
     
    Naayiya chalate jana hai….ek samunder hai usseh paar kar jaana hai…..
     
    Toofan bhi honge….aandhiya bhi……
     
    Kya fark parta hai….jab itna saha..ye bhi sahi…koi aur upay hai kya?
     
    Uhu daaru upay nahi lagti par….zindagi humme pee jaati hai….usspar…daaru ko bhi izzazat de deh…..jab kamzor hokar hum girenge….tho koi na hoga sambhalne waala….khudko sambhalo…maloom ha zindagi aise nahi khatam hogi hai na?
     
    Chalo khaabon ki duniya tho hai…kuch pal jeene ke liye….
     
    Ye lo>>>mango shake on the table……pssst…woh dekh tho saamne table mein kya maal hai re??? She is a beauty hai na? naak thora tera hai…ummm par na re….smile dekh na uski….
    wohoooo uski taange dekh tho……kya super maal hai re……
     
    Abeh abeh…..rukkk kaha chalaaaaaaaaaa
    dhuth!!!!!

  7. Trouble April 2, 2008 / 7:41 am

    hmm, even i wondered what that "vii" was 😛
     

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