You are, The Essence of this life. Do not waste yourself in understanding, explaining and regretting what you are not. You are the soul that has a meaning – learn what your potential is. Observe from your living life to improve and go beyond your sanctity of customs and comforts.
This life is a gift, you waste it thinking too much and doing too little. Think less and do more be it anything, even to put a bowl of water for birds or to carry yourself across the mountain – nothing is too little and nothing is too much as long as you have a determination in you. Don’t fade away by letting yourself drown in the comfort of your couch or your screens.
The bigger purpose is not to question but to accept and take where you are. You may not know but it may lead you to something you have not seen, done and experienced before. Go ahead and open yourself to the unseen, unknown and unexpected.
Love life for it has no bigger purpose then to make you learn.